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[29 Nov 2007|01:08am] |
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It has been a long time since the last I posted here.
Anyway, I have something kinda hideous to share. D=
I don't know whether to laugh or cry at this.
Kyoist shouldn't be referin' to me right?
But still, I think it is kinda creepy.
Imagine I am the one receiving that message, isn't it... LOL-ED?!
*hairstandin'*
Anyway, MSN viruses suck great.
My computer was crashed several times all thanks to 'em.
NO MORE I WANT. D<
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[23 Feb 2007|04:07am] |
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Taking minutes to show the image of a swf. file in vB codes not only cracked my brain but also inspired vulgarity sprouting out in the process. But at least, I succeeded in the end. Oh well, I had never dealed with swf. file before but at least I learnt something new just now. It tired me out now, gotta go and rest after I blog this entry.
Did some sketches and thought of ideas on the construction. Shall work it out very soon.
I wanna watch Hannibal Rising these days. Not forgetting that I need to find my digital camera's application disc to install or else I cannot upload pictures from my camera. I think I will need to get rid some things from my room. If possible, sell. $D
Anyway, I am fine now. ^^
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[22 Feb 2007|07:26pm] |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJQNl1VQ1oA
The music, lyrics and tone show totally how I feel right now.
Y'all must have seen me playing it times when I blogged 'cos I really like this song. It somehow speaks my mind, my life totally.
But from this, how much you can actually understand me?
I bet my post is ignored as usual unless I rant or I am affected badly by something. No wonder people usually show how fake they are by shedding crocodile tears or showing fake consolence when someone meets tragedy or passes away. People always take things for granted and never bother to appreciate and treasure an existence. I don't need anyone to agree on this 'cos it is a common sense. Even we say so, can every single person actually carry out the action instead?
Sometimes I don't know what some people are trying to plan to do seriously when y'all choose to do two different things in two different places at one time. Y'all choose to show ignorance towards me online, yet... LOL?
I don't wanna be what people expect me to be or who I was used to be in their eyes. If they think the present me has somehow self-degraded by choosing not to hang out or cosplay with them the experienced ones, go ahead then. At least I am happy that I don't mix with practical people who make friend by only good reputation and social circle.
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[29 Jan 2007|11:17pm] |
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Thanks to friends who concern about my neck sprain these days. =3
I am feeling better abit day by day.
Taken from Leo.
Which Fruit Will You Pick?
1) Orange
2) Apple
3) Banana
4) Coconut
5) Pineapple
6) Papaya
7) Mango
8) Cherry
9) Grapes
10) Peach
11) Custard Apple
12) Pear
My answer::
If cherry is your favourite fruit, life isn't always as sweet for you. You often face ups and downs, articularly professionally, and find that you make small sums of $$$, instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile imagination and are often involved in creative pursuits. You are a very sincere and loyal partner, but find that expressing your feelings is not very easy. Your home is your haven, and you love nothing more than being surrounded by close family and your beloved partner.
TRUE.
Taken from Ariki.
Opportunist Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.Preying on the clueless is what you're all about. You really don't intend to hurt anyone, but if a little harmless manipulation can get you what you want, you're not beyond taking a little advantage of someone, which you figure is an even exchange for your companionship anyway. Not one for lots of drama, you are best paired with the Clueless Uke who will give you what you want and be none the wiser.
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[26 Jan 2007|02:23pm] |
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Long time never update this blog 'cos I didn't feel like blogging anything.
Took Death Note meme from bloodyjun.
http://www.deathgod.org/main.php?x=inter/p1
I dreamt of some murdery scene two days ago. All I remember is I saw one cardboard-made box which was not sealed properly, abandoned in a deserted alley during the day time. The buildings looked like those short-storeys houses in western countries. About that box, I had an feeling that it was some bloody and meaty corpse or body parts inside. The rest of the details, I have forgotten. I suppose the dream was inspired by the article on the Canadian farmer-killer I read on that day. But ever since I woke up from that dream, I have my stupid sprained neck until now. CCB.
Okay, I gotta prepare to go out now.
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[18 Jan 2007|12:53am] |
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Seriously, I have no mood in anything other than what I am working on now. But I gotta force myself to go ahead with other things still. At least, let me finish the things on hand will make me feel better. Yet, I fail to complete something by this week.
I have alot of things to say but I don't like to state in blog. Neither I wanna keep it public, friends only, custom groups only or private, as well keep to myself. Or I will only mention to trustworthy friends who concern.
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[08 Jan 2007|01:44pm] |
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It is something either good or bad to be worth mentioned. But for my case, I sound like a black sheep that others shouldn't follow the example. Some things don't need to be explained by words but sensed, so there. I also prefer to keep my thoughts now.
The eighth day of 2007. I still haven't done much for what I am still working on. I admit that I am being lazy and slacking again. Internet is really the disrupt I can say.
I gotta agree with the fact that unless something serious happens, people normally will never bother about you.
Gotta go now.
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[07 Jan 2007|06:09pm] |
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[07 Jan 2007|01:52am] |
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I thought first few months should have less happenings since it is the beginning of the year but I am wrong.
It's just the seventh day of 2007, yet I feel I shouldn't waste my time especially I am currently slacking and using the computer when one part of the thing I am working on is almost done. I aim to finish everything by tomorrow, which is one week the dead line but I guess I gotta extend like three days after since I was working or outside for two days, plus I made a mistake on the proportion of the part and there wasted my efforts and one day. Anyway, I must remind myself; use my time wisely.
I feel like walking on the reflexology stones at my house downstairs tomorrow or soon. I think my feet needs some massage.
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[17 Dec 2006|11:51pm] |
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Having bad flu now. Not sure is it someone cursing and swearing about me. DDD=
Anyway, will you choose to hold a photoshoot at places like in town areas (PS, Cineleisure, Far East Plaza etc)? Plus the background does not even fit the theme of the cosplays. Isn't that retarded? If you are cosplaying around such places for an interview, project or event, it is understandable. Or after the cosplay event or photoshoot, wearing costumes to have meal or in case you wear your costume out from home and do not prepare home clothes to change out, they are fine too. But having photoshoot at such places?! Please, are you trying to attract attention from the passers-by in town? Not as if people will go GAGA over you guys being cosplayers, big deal? Such doing from you guys only proves cosplayers are shameless attention seekers. Wanna hold photoshoot, go somewhere else which suits the theme of cosplay instead. Shame on you, don't disgrace the name of cosplay.
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[17 Dec 2006|03:01am] |
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EOY event had finally come to the end.
I was kinda worried that I would make a sucky Orochimaru. Fake white complexion is not easy to obtain and maintain anyway. However, I am more content about the accessories/props that I had completed. I seemed to be a crazy person during the event, by having the fake long tongue hung in mouth to walk around or to pose for pictures. Or the disgusting fact is, when I was still having it in mouth on the stage for minutes, it absorded and dripped my saliva. But oh well, that was a tongue, so somehow it did explain? D8
My dad told me, "people just do not know how to appreciate, lose is lose but you are already the winner for all the things you have done and worked hard for." Somehow I really feel glad that he starts to accept and understand my passion towards cosplay is not just for fun. =)
True cosplay spirit is not determined by winning in any competition, that's it.
Anyway, my whole body is aching. Now I shall have a good rest later and prepare for the next thing(s) I need to work on or to complete.
Oh yes, thanks Ariki for the present. <3
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[14 Dec 2006|09:51pm] |
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I see a few friends' entries about EOY...
Me? 98% done I think.
Anyway, I will be resting at home for the whole day tomorrow, and waking up very early on Saturday. Oh yes, try not to call or sms me on that day if you are finding me 'cos I may not able to pick up the calls or read smses, sorry but thanks. I will be around the event, so it isn't hard to find me I guess? =/
I start to feel abit anxious and it may/will be worse tomorrow, sheesh. I hope I can pull off a good cosplay seriously.
Now going to take a bathe before finishing the remaining things, and oh, packing up.
Everyone, please take care and all the best.
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[09 Dec 2006|01:29am] |
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Have been playing this song over and over again for some time. Really like it.
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Taken from Himi.
Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2006 (not including memes of course). Post the first line/sentence of it in your journal, and that's your "Year in Review".
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Anyway, back to completing my preparation.
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[07 Dec 2006|11:39pm] |
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Trying to lie around that you are my friend and talk to me in MSN once in a while? Since when I ever talk to you over MSN? Maybe you don't know that I blocked you immediately after the request. I don't think talking in PMs twice will make us become friends. You and your nonsense.
For goodness sake, stop dressing up "not-cosplay". If you wanna cosplay, cosplay a character from the anime/manga/game properly with correct hairdo, makeup and accessories. Don't use the cosplay costume and anyhow combine with your own ideas. And by the way, no one has yet told you that your these two images are horrible?
I hope I don't happen to see your such appearance this coming event. Please do a proper job if you wanna cosplay, kthxbai. I know I sound harsh but you should soul search before being pissed off by this post.
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[06 Dec 2006|12:34am] |
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The client will choose cosplayers for each day? What do you take cosplayers as? Bidding favourite items in auction? Choosing favourite prostitues of all prostitues? When you are trying to ask for help from cosplayers to help you in certain event or activity, here you are being fuckin' picky to choose cosplayers. Since you have limited the number of cosplayers for each day, you should just go along with "first come first serve" instead of choosing a few out of all. So everyone just sent your free pictures of the characters they are doing instead of their cosplay pictures to let you choose? So what's the point of asking for interested parties in the forum? Raising their curiousity and interest, yet overall, it is just selection-alike. I would like to know how you choose cosplayers by judging on just the character's pictures, by popularity?
Ain't you fuckin' people enough of making use of cosplayers? Just 'cos media has been featuring about cosplay recently and it becomes a hot topic among projects and articles, y'all start to turn to cosplayers for helping out in events/activities. After all, what the selected cosplayers do is to attract crowd in the event. Pathetic typically practical people, go and personally invite those fuckin' famous cosplayers with large fanbase who confirm helping alot in crowd attraction in your fuckin' event, so you don't have to choose whichever cosplayers for YOUR event. Thanks to y'all, cosplayers are seemed attention seekers.
Kan Ni Ma De.
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[03 Dec 2006|01:36am] |
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What is the problem with some of you Singaporeans? Needing fire in your rectum to get high but finding cosplayers to make fun and criticise instead? Say we guys cosplay for y'all to see? _|_ Y'all only know how to get a camera or cell phone to take picture at us with and without our permission. We are not some fuckin' vases for y'all to anyhow take picture of. Cosplayers are also humans like y'all. Teasing cosplayers... You? You were also given birth by your parents. They never teach you any moral values? Seriously, if you think cosplayers are nice people for y'all to toy with their patience, you are wrong. We don't need your attention, curiousity and compliment. Respect and understanding are the keys, simple. Even if you cannot accept others' interest, you should not even interfere. We cannot stop y'all from gossiping about us but like hi, save teasing when you suck too, human.
By the way, human, what is your defination of poseur and cosfuck in your mind? If a proper cosplayer is said as poseur and cosfuck by y'all, you guys try it and show us what a proper cosplay is then.You must be some Japanese cosplay worshipper. Oh oh, only sore losers will be damn envious of such cosplayers. No offence but I dislike people who worship cosplayers with pretty face and costumes 'cos this kind of people seriously need extreme makeover to save them from low self-esteem. Cosplay is not a showcase of pretty face and costumes but the efforts put in. Ironically, people normally look onto the surface and prejudge by asking "where do you buy your costumes and things?" Money can buy whatever you want but it cannot buy the experience and knowledge gained from DIY-ing your costumes, props, makeups, hairdo etc. I pretty hate questions about whether I buy costumes. My answer will be Kan Ni Ma De.
There are some remarks I will not make too clear but more or less y'all should know what issue I am refering at; some certain group likes to tease people who dress in Japanese fashion or cosplay by saying "Japanese kills our forefathers, ancesters etc", "Samurai! Samurai!" etc. However, others of their own people always dress up so and cosplay. Isn't it ironic? Be it just the certain group or all other groups, you guys need to learn how to respect but sadly, not at all. Live together in harmony?
Cosplayers are not freaks but being treated as freaks by others.
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[29 Nov 2006|10:59pm] |
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I am having a mild flu and dry throat.
Anyway, I had an interesting dream yesterday. I actually went to confront that person and ask why he picks on the character I have been wanting to cosplay instead of the other character he would like to do last time to cosplay. I couldn't remember his answers but oh well... Come to think about it, I am kinda surprised to have such a dream. Perhaps I am too against that cosplay decision of his 'cos he fuckin' choose my favourite character when he is... Not that I prejudge people by look but who does he think he has the quality to cosplay those characters he usually picks to cosplay? NNB I don't care he is in my this friend list. It is better that he knows I am directing this paragraph to him.
Know your own limits at least, yeah?
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[29 Nov 2006|02:52am] |
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My current wishlist for Xmas present?
Alphonse Elric big and small size saving banks. <33333
I should have spent my $18 to buy them instead of playing HOTD4 two days ago. Anyway, I seriously want and need a saving bank. Alphonse saving banks are SHO CUTE, I WANT. 8DDDDD
Anyway, I shall be off to sleep now. Gotta continue completing my preparation.
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[18 Nov 2006|02:14am] |
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You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Argh, my head splitting has returned.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow too.
Night, everyone!
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[18 Nov 2006|12:17am] |
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I kinda like the TV programme slot from 02 00 - 06 00 and 15 30 - 21 00 during weekdays whenever I am working on props. However, it seems that I may be taking a rest later instead of continuing working on the preparation. Having a sharp pain in the right side of head just now. Feeling better at the moment. Still deciding whether I should carry on with the thing. Anyway, I am satisfied with the current outcome of the thing. Cannot wait to see the final result. X3
Anyway, I will be online around 21 00 plus onwards until I am offline. Anything wanna find me, feel free to email or find me in MSN instead 'cos I am kinda lazy to watch my cell phone. I haven't taken notice of it for two days.
Now I see someone bragging about the same old issue over and over again. Use your hands to work instead of using your mouth to broadcast about it. Wanna "Hao Lian", "Hao Lian" with your works instead of your words. No Action Talk Only, that totally suits you.
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